moggie's world

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

















"Later, Cat....."


For 12 years, i shouted out these words to Moggie everytime i left the apartment. It was my way of telling her i was going out and would be back in a bit. I uttered those words to her for the last time on Friday, 12th January 2007 at 2.55pm when i put my best friend to rest.

No matter how hard i braced myself for that day, i completely fell apart when the call came in that morning, as i was getting ready for work. For the first time in my life i felt completely helpless. My Moggie was never coming home. I understood then how impossible it is to handle a loss alone. I prayed for help and strength. It came in a form of a Divemuster and a Ladyhawk. I thank you both from the bottom of my heart for helping me with all that i couldn't that day. Thank you everybody, far and near, who helped in your own caring way...your thoughts, prayers, comments in moggiesworld, posts in Your blogs, calls, messages, visits to UPM. It meant a lot to Moggie and i. Thank you, Dr.Cheng and your wonderful team for doing all that you could for Moggie.

Wrapped up in her favourite cloth and towel and placed in a box, i brought Moggie back home. She had been away from her home for almost 2 months. I carried her to all her favourite places....her favourite hiding spots, her own bathroom and toilet, favourite sleeping and basking spots, favourite plants, her bench, personal stairs to her feeding spot. Moggie now rests in a cozy corner of the jungle where i live. I can see her resting spot from my 15th floor every morning when i water the plants. Divemuster posted a beautiful visual of it in his blog,
http://cybershack.blogspot.com .


Words cannot express how much i miss you, my dear friend. Thank you for being my best buddy. You are in good hands now.

8 Comments:

At Tuesday, January 23, 2007, Blogger Tanya Ruka said...

Hi Andy.. peaceful thoughts and love to beautiful Moggie.. every rainbow is even more special now :)

 
At Tuesday, January 23, 2007, Blogger LadyHawk said...

{{hugs}} Andy. I cannot find the words to say what I want to say but you know what is in my heart. Moggie is lucky to have a best friend in you just as you are lucky to have had Moggie in your life. We cannot stop time but we can capture special moments in it that we can hold onto for a lifetime.

 
At Tuesday, January 23, 2007, Blogger Madwag said...

Glad to see you back, we have missed you. I have no words to say... just tears in my eyes. I'm so sorry.

 
At Wednesday, January 24, 2007, Blogger Sandra said...

Moggie!!! I've missed you so. What an absolutely beautiful and amazing post for all to remember your best pal! You are truly amazing and blessed to have been able to share 12 years with a best pal that you loved so dearly. The photo is lovely. Also, you are very welcome. I took great pleasure in dedicating some posts to you and Moggie. I was hoping to get a smile outta ya. I hope it worked a little. Welcome back! Cheer up soon! Let a smile brighten your day soon.

Take care always! God Bless you!

Happiness and Sunshine from Texas!

-Countrygirl

Farewell, Mogwai!

 
At Wednesday, January 24, 2007, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Courage. It is not about hiding pain, but about hurting openly. Its abt allowing yourself to feel, the indignation, humiliation and the sorrow of losing a part of you. Its about being very afraid and being truly vulnerable because the only way to heal is to hurt. Courage is going thru all the loss and finding the strength inside you to start all over again. With the same optimism and faith in life that you have lost. Embrace the pain and find the courage my friend. Good bye Moggie. Rest in peace, you have your own garden of rainbows now.

 
At Wednesday, January 24, 2007, Blogger Divemuster said...

What we did was no less than what you would have done under the same circumstances. Your friends from far and near were with you and you were constantly in their thoughts and prayers.

This is a beautiful dedication and befitting for one's best friend.

- divemuster -

 
At Monday, January 29, 2007, Anonymous Anonymous said...

we are soooo sorry, Moggie...

 
At Monday, February 05, 2007, Blogger Blabarella said...

This is so weird. I was so sure I left a response to your comment on my blog but it isn't there for some reason. I just wanted to say that I'm SO sorry to hear about her, and I was actually in tears when I read this post. Be strong, think of all the good times you had with her, and rejoice in knowing that she is in a much much better place now, because the Big Guy's now playing with her and taking care of her. :) Take good care, you..

 

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